| For added security I am getting new everything my new xanga in sogone18 and my new livejournal is sogone18 i deleted my xanga already but i will wait a bit before i delete my LJ.
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| So I am sitting here in saturday school bored out of my mind. On my left is Peter S and on my right is Ryan wong, wow two people i would never pick to be sitting next to. Anyways these past fews days have really been kind of sucky. If you havent heard I was grounded again for doing what i did last time. But I have a feeling this time wont be as bad of a grounding. When my mom found out she acted shocked but not really at the same time like she knew all along. Kids out there if you think your parents dont know you are wrong deep inside they do they just dont have the evidence yet. that is why i suggest no more posting pics on xanga or livejournal. even if you are not worried about yourself you are indangering others that may not want to be posted doing incrimanating things. From now on i am speaking for myself please do not post anymore pics of me doing anything bad. If you must post make sure they are clean pictures not incrimanating.
Anyways like i was saying this grounding may not be as bad. My mom is acting like nothing even happened. She is letting me watch t.V watch movies and even go places but not with friends its kinda weird. I think she might be testing me in a way. good thing is I have nothing to hide I quit smoking for now as long as I can. I have gone a week without one that is the longest i have ver gone since I started. One thing that i would like to say about it is I really would like it if people stop double crossing the idea it really doesnt help me stop. When you say to me "why cant you have one" "Its just one" or "why are you quitting". If you want to know why i dont want to risk getting caught. I dont want to risk being grounded again. I want to spend as much time with my friends. I am not promising i will never smoke again because that would be a lie. I am jsut saying i am slowing way down with smoking, and getting ripped, and drinking. this has made me realize that I dont need to get messed up to have fun. You guys mean so much to me and drugs and cigs are not essential to hang out with you. I would trade it all in to be ungrounded so i could be with you. | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
| -Poop and Pee
-Pubic hair and mascara
-Cigs and water
-Erin Dean and Annie Kesselar
-Lynsey made out with Monica and kissed ANTHONY
-Kick stand and hairy man sleeping nights
-Drama
-Kings
-Zuma Zuma
-7 1/2 packs on cigs
-Kissed Lynsey,Alex,and Kirsten 3 3/4 times
-Treeeeeeeeeeeeeeeshed
-Sloshed
-Pickled
-Crunked
-No sleep
-Geeking
-Intoxicated with many things
-Friends
-Prom 2006
Overall Prom can be described by one thing
POOP AND PEE | | comments: 5 comments or Leave a comment |
| This weekend was not a very exciting weekend. I know it sounds weird but I enjoyed being with my family and monica on Saturday night. I wanted to be with them I wasn't that hard pressed to go out. When I did though it still wasnt that great because i dont know people i being kinda fuckers lately. I am getting annoyed with things i have never got annoyed with before. I am saying more things that are annoying me and people are like "Nates a bitch" well fuck you I am saying what I feel deal with it. When I first came into the group I was quiet but now I have more confidence to say what I feel. Every one else can do why cant I.
Friday was a not exciting night. Everyone went hot tubbing and me and aub and kirsten sat it as fun for awhile but it got lame. At the same time I was trying to figure out stuff and how i am fighting feelings i should be saying. Saturday wasnt very exciting for the first part. I worked then my whole family came over and that was fun. We talked then I picked up mon and we went to damons for the party. I ate so much much. My family loved monica and thought she was pretty hot. the whole night my uncle was giving me thumbs up and winking and i was like coooooool it was kinda akward.
Random thing:
Fake people annoy the shit out of me. People that are so buddy with you and very close then when they are around a different enviroment they completly change. People that when you are in the same room with them when they are around certan people you get completely ignored. People that abandon plans to get want they want. People that lie to your face then you are to scared to call them out on it when you know the real truth. People that when they are around other people their personality changes but when you are one on one they are really cool. These people are annoying me a lot and I hope mabye they will get the hint.
That has been on my mind for awhile now
Here are some pics of me and my family:'
my mom and amy and madie'
my sisters
The fam and I
my sister katie, my aunt, and Dale my sister katies boyfriend
The hottest couple around
"We are doing it again"
Love and peace
Nate | | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Subject: | sad!!!! | | Time: | 10:21 am | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/sad.gif) depressed |
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| Saying bye to Becky made me really really deppresed. It was a kind of deppresed that you want to shut yourself in you house and say to yourself nothing is ever going to change, it will be like this forever. But then I realized it wont. It made me realize how many goodbyes i have to say next year and how many tears i will let go saying those goodbyes. I have found my real true friends, my best friends, and i have found the person that makes me whole. I never want it to change i never want to let go. I love you guys never forget.
Love Nate | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Time: | 09:52 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/angry.gif) angry |
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| I am grounded again for getting into a crash and lying about why I was were I was. On top of that senora Baldwin is concerned for me and she had a conference with my parents. She notices that I am tired in her class and that I have bags under my eyes so she told my parents. Now my parents think there is something wrong with me . They finnaly concluded that they think I never eat. So I told them to call up any of my fiends and ask them if I eat and they will tell you the truth. They dont believe me so they think I am sick. Well my life just about sucks now and I am back to the point of grounding. It wont be long at all probably like a week so I wont be gone for like a month again.
I hope everyone elses life is good.
I hope to see you sometime
Love Nate | | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment |
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Here it is bigger and better
If you want a copy tell me and will get you one | | comments: Leave a comment |
| History has repeated itself
Let it heal
Let it get fixed
Let it go
Let life run its harmful, healing, and at the same time sucky cycle run through
I Love All Of You | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Elephant Love Medly | | Time: | 11:07 am | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/smile.gif) horny |
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| | DOUG IS MY HERO!!!!!!!!!! | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
| "I personally believe god puts a friends on this earth to change someone elses life"........." You have to accept that it is a part of life that your friend has to leave you. And when that friends comes back into to your life even for a short period of time you think of all the good times you had. You savior them for those few priceless days your friend comes back to you. But dont worry when your friend leaves again your friend is off to a journey full of adventure and trails and the respect of the country. So let your friend go, let your friend go to their adventure. Let them go with no regrets and someday, someday soon your friend will be back to make more memories to cherish forever."
~Nathan Bremer~ | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
| I know I just updated last night but well want to update again. I am counting down the minutes until Noelle gets back itis sunday and she is supposd to get back tonight but she cant go out tonight that is a downer but she can go out tommarow. I am taking her out to lunch on moday to welcome her back anyone who wants to come with me is welcome to join. Just let me know so I can plan ahead. So today I worked all day until about 1 then I worked out for an hour now I have to go back to sell stupid fucking corn but hey I get alot of money out of it. I hope to go out tonight but I dont know, if I want to go out every night this week I might have to stay home tonight but I probably wont. Oh and chasity comes back tonight so everyone will be together for a short time then noelle leaves again then Jack leaves for vaca. But in between that time Joe comes back to stay for a ocuple of days. So as summer ends the fun just begins.
Hope to see everyone together very soon
Nate | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| So yeah this week has been a blast. On monday went to easton with Jay and Lynsey but didnt go out that night. On Tuesday met the crew at caribou then at hoback then we all went to Caitlyns for some mario. On Wednesday went to the gym worked out, yard work and then some house chores. After chores I headed to Westerville to see my sis. I got so lost because 270 north ramp was down. Then for some reason I ended up halfway to Cincinnati. Then I turned around and didnt get home till 4:30 and I left at 12 it sucked. Then that night went out to dinner with the fam and went home and watched a fucked up movie with my sis. Yesterday was pretty fun also went to the y with my fam most of the day and then I came home showered and printed pics from panama. Then I left for Caribou at 8 and Chas me and Mike sat there until Jay and Ashley showed up we sat talked and sat somemore. Then Alex and Dan showed up we all then headed to Ashleys house for some MarioCart. Then we decided we were hungary so we headed to Steak and Shake CHEESE FRIES!!!!! yeah it was great. So after a freaking awesome day I drove Jay home and went home and crashed. Today I have to stay and do yad work then I have my last day of work at my dads Vet Hospital then I am free to get another job YESSSS. Anyways so after work today I am going to see Jay and get some free ice crem from Micks and then go out later. Hope to see u all soon.
Nate | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Noelle comes home in less then 2 weeks cant wait to see her. Everybody are you ready to party when she gets here yeah I know you are. | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
| | So I have been back for almost a week now and it has been the most intrestiong stressful week yet. So I thought I was going out to eat with the fam on wednesday but instead I had a suprise party that my mom chasity and caitlyn plannned. The party was sweet aside from some people that ruined some things for me JOHN!!!!!!!! HARRY POTTER. Anyways so after the party we all went to caribou and then to steak n shake and I gave my presents to people. I met Joe and Adam and just being with them for one night was sweet they r the funniest CRAZIEST coolest people I think I have met. We didnt do anything the next day because everyone was tired and sad from the day before when joe and adam left. The next day I met chasity at caribu early to talk and then everyone showed up and we left for mikes to watch "amnyville horror" it was alright it was kinda messed up. Then I called caitlyn to talk. I just want to say I dont want this drama to lose a really good friendship. I hope we can get past it. Anyways the next day I sat at home and did summer reading and did yard work then I met the group at caribou. A little drama happened but nothing big. I hope it all smooths over soon I really want it to. Then we went to Lyns house to talk and Dan showed up. At 12 went home and I had a nice talk to noelle and jay on AIM. Then yesterday it was pretty uneventful went to church, went to coffe shop and got a river road mocha SWEET. Then I did yard work most of the day and then chilled with the fam and talked about Panama it was pretty low key. Plus that day I got a hugeomungus lecture from oldest sister, she borrowed my car without asking me and well she lectured me for an hour about health and cancer it sucked butt. Then today I went to the YMCA to work out and in a little bit I am going to Easton with Jay and Lyns. hope evrything comes back to normal soon I just needs time. | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| | hey dont have mu ch time love you all jay like the new hair caitlyn like the new icon bye love nate | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
| Hey,
I leave tommarow afternoon. I hope I am a allowed to hang out tonight. Anyways, last night I had to say goodbye to maggie and she cried then I broke down after she left. I just got close to her in the past few wekes then she has to leave. Noelle leaves me, then Maggie leaves. It seems like just when I get to know people really well I have to leave and say goodbye and say goodbye to some forever. Maggie I wish you the best and always remember no one can make you feel less then you are. I love you and will miss you more then you know. P.S thank you for the stuffed animal I will use it to remember you by. Until next time.
Nate | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| I leave in four days and I am getting really excited and nervous at the same time. I keep running the good things about my trip in my mind then I think about what I am going to miss here. I am going to miss 4th of July, Grease float, parade, fair, underground gig, my family, my friends, outerbanks vacation, a whole month of summer with the people I know and love. Then I think about all good things about my trip. It is tropical, it is a jungle and one big buetiful garden, sunny, buetiful, a once and a lifetime experience, a big vacation, a chance to get a better perspective on life, and I will become a changed person. So I dont know which outweighs the other I need to think. I am having serious 2nd thoughts. Give me some advice
Love Always
Nate | | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment |
| Bye,
Time to go camping. See all the work trip people in over a month wish we had more time before I leave. Everyone else I still have another week with u guys. Be back late on sunday.
Love always
Nate | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
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